I had the satisfaction of facilitating 4th-grade tefillah this morning at 9:00. At 8:59, I had no idea how transformative this revel in could be for me as an expert and as an individual, however via 9:23 I had nearly composed this blog in my head. To 4th graders: you are resilient and enthusiastic and engaged, and thank you for bringing me a lot pleasure and information this Monday morning as all of us muddle via on this murky trail known as COVID-19. Here are three takeaways from my time with you.
Every time a pupil joined our assembly, I become reminded of this. The first pupil logged in at 8:forty three this morning for our nine:00 tefillah. Slowly, others logged on…27 in all opted to sign up for us. One brought his new pup, which elicited plenty of “she’s adorable,” and other expressions of congratulations. Elana and I joked about how those meetings remind us of the Brady Bunch and shared the role this show performed in our childhood. My oldest son, Isaiah, a senior at Denver JDS sat down and joined us for morning advantages before he needed to log onto his morning elegance. The mutual appreciation and appreciation turned into palpable. We were miles aside from one another, but we have been more linked than I even have felt to a prayer network in a long time.
This isn’t probable a massive surprise to you. After all, I am literally a professional Jew, so of course I’m partial to our liturgy, proper? Confession: Prayer has continually been a mission for me. I struggle with the theology inherent in a whole lot of our liturgy (despite the fact that my maximum favorite line in prayer is the final line of Adon Olam: God is with me. I will now not worry…Cross parent). I haven’t been part of a weekday morning service in pretty some time. And my Rabbi will tell you I’m now not a Shabbat service regular. Still, in preparing for these days, this passage called me. Take a minute to study the 8th blessing of the weekday Amidah.
Heal us, Hashem, and we will be healed; save us and we are able to be saved: for You are our reward. Grant really perfect healing to all our wounds; Because you are God, Ruler, Healer, trustworthy and merciful. Blessed are You, Hashem, Healer of the ill of Your people Yisrael.
After some stunning scholar-led morning blessings, we turned to web page 153 of Siddur Am Echad to unpack this blessing. The college students have been just so gifted. When I requested them who is aware of a person stricken by COVID-19, they raised their fingers. We took a quiet second to reflect on consideration on someone each people knew that might be in want of emotional or bodily recuperation. I desire our time with this blessing will inspire a scholar to contemplate all of the approaches they can heal themselves and others. Or maybe it will assist a toddler really sleep better at night time thinking about how one in all God’s many jobs is to heal. I can’t interpret Judaism for them, but I sense privileged that I can remind them it’s there and awaiting them to make meaning. And I sense privileged that I get to paintings in an environment in which that’s what I’m virtually recommended to do. And subsequently, I am so thankful that our liturgy is to be had and flexible sufficient to serve as a name to action, a supply of consolation, or an invitation to mirror.
Up until March sixteen, displaying up supposed something very one of a kind. Many of the extrinsic motivators we’ve relied on for our whole lives have been eliminated. How easy would it not be for any of us to choose out now? Instead of tefillah, instructors could use the 20 minutes to smooth up the breakfast dishes in their own houses. Students and dad and mom ought to awareness on a specific mastering goal in a time while many are concerned approximately whether or not their youngsters will nevertheless be capable of reading while college starts back up once more (they’ll, with the aid of the manner, however that’s every other blog). Surely others,, like me, since the magnetic forces of the bed, couch, fridge, streaming services, and social media inherent in spending every day at home.
This network resisted all of that this morning and continues to every single time we go browsing to Google Classroom or Zoom or SeeSaw. This feels high-quality to me. There is so much to worry approximately….On every level. My mother has bronchial asthma. Will she be exposed? My son is graduating this yr. What will his university revel in seem like? How in many instances ought I to ask my children to walk the canine? What if we run out of canine meals? I used my ultimate paper towel this morning. But for 24 minutes this morning, my lifestyle changed into full of the network, desire, and luxury. It caused readability which can function as a beacon inside the wake of something unfolding within the weeks to return. For that, I’m forever grateful.